Ever realised or thought about how readable your blog is? Well I never really cared until I read a blog postAhMike posted up on his blog. I read this sometime ago but never really got the time to post this up so I'm now posting it up for all to see..But before that these are some tools that he provided other that The Blog Readibility Test that also allows you to check your blog readibility.
And now for the moment that you might have been waiting for, I HAVE A HIGH SCHOOL READING LEVEL BLOG!
Hahahaha...oh well, thought I could have gotten worse. I thought I would have had an elementary level blog. Oh dear..this is killing me. I hope the blog readblility wouldn't go down but who cares anyways, this is my space..for me to rant, for me to hope, for me to "sing" my lungs out and more.
The fiance called during the night of the race. Just the sound of them cars, I tell you..can make you faint immediately. They sounded B.E.A.U.TIFUL! sighs.What did I miss, well for starters..I missed a whole lot of good action and just look at these photos I tell you. I so wish I was there! I am so pissed with myself, so angry and full of envy of those of you who went. Erhemmm* =.="
BENCI LAH. I so wish I was there. I'm gonna say that over and over again.
From what I've been told, the lighting they used for the race is brighter than daylight. How many times brighter, many times brighter I can tell you. I just wish I was able to go for the race in Singapore, being stuck here in Kuching certainly is not fun at all. Arghhh....
I WANA GO BACK SINGAPORE NOW. bah! its over already anyways.
Okay, I just read this online and its scaring the shit out of me. As you all may know my dad hasn't been that well recenty due to something being wrong with the liver. Well as you know he just came back home today, and I'm so much more relieved.
Anyways, mom was searching up articles about the liver, the cure, the food that is needed and good for the liver..and everything else to do with the liver and look what she found. I mean, am I having a good liver myself?! omg..I really need to start eating healthy! wtf.
Symptoms of a dysfunctional liver include: 1) Right shoulder stiffness, tightness or soreness? 2) Irritable or stressed? 3) Fuzzy or foggy vision? 4) Headaches? 5) Poor concentration or focus? 6) Itchy, irritated, red or dry eyes? 7) Insomnia, restless or rough sleep? 8) Fed up with people or have little patience with them? 9) Liver problems or hot flashes? 10) Dry, bad, itchy, burning or irritated skin? 11) A constant itch that never goes away? 12) Muddled or muddy thinking? 13) Overwhelming moods or emotions? 14) Wound up and ready to explode? 15) Gallbladder flare ups or issues? 16) Use or crave alcohol or spirits? 17) Nose, sinus or chest congestion? 18) Acne, boils, rashes or breakouts?
Count your YES answers and see below: 0-2 Excellent, keep up the good work. 3-6 Help is recommended. 7+ Serious problem, needs to be resolved.
Liver Facts:
Weights about 1 pound
Carries out 1000s of functions per day
ffects the emotions.
Cleanses the blood.
Helps regulate blood sugar.
Metabolises fats.
Synthesizes vitamin A.
Breaks down toxic substances.
Stores iron for the body.
Stores glycogen (converted glucose)
Metabolises carbohydrates and proteins.
Well...I think you guys out there better start looking after yourselves and you liver. Cos once your liver is damaged, you're in for a tough ride. So young people out there, better stop thinking you guys are young and you guys can live life to its fullest. Cos once your health fails you, you wont even have a life to live..
It seems like only yesterday I found out that I was expecting you. It seems like only yesterday that I was having you inside my tummy, moving! kicking! and swimming! It seems like only yesterday when I was in the labour room giving birth to you. It seems only like yesterday when you started smiling, chuckling and laughing.
You, my sweetheart are a true gift from the Heavenly Father, you are a such a wonderful blessing to my life and I am so happy to have you in my life. I have never and will never regret having you in my life no matter what, for you are my heart, lifeand soul.
mmuahs...
You're FOUR months now baby Shiloh. Everyday you're changing and developing into this new wonderful, beautiful soul.
You have this sweetness inside of you, I never thought I would be blessed with. I never thought I would deserve..your countenance just radiates the Love of God.
you definitely bring joy into our lives.
You're starting to eat solids now, Like sucking on a french fry ^___^v You're starting to grab on to things now... Like mummy's hair and bra strap T____T" You're starting to talk and demand now, Like how you complain if your milk comes late -___-"
but always know, you are truly LOVED. mummy loves you, sweetheart.
From today onwards, I SHALL BE HAPPY. Though everything is crumbling down around me. That's how I have been feeling these past weeks... and I don't expect you to understand me, unless you go through the situation yourself.
I'm not being purposely all emotional...and the only reason I blog about it is to release it, is so that I don't keep it inside and let it eat me up....because whenever I keep it inside of me, I become a ticking bomb and I tend to blow up...not to my friends, no never..but to FAMILY. and I don't want to hurt them like how I did before.
I've never been this emotional..unless its big. I've always been :
the Happy-Go-Lucky person.
the CAREFREE one (that was before baby).
the you-have-to-be STRONG one.
but once I fall, I always hit pit bottom..and although I know that there's a way out, this time it seems all the more very hard to reach..it's always this way when you have a problem. I'm always misunderstood. And I don't think I want to justify myself, let them judge. It's okay..but I'm sorry if by letting all my emotions out I have hurt anyone of you..it was never my intention, never on my agenda.
but right now...right here, typing this... I think if I went away or disappeared tomorrow, NO ONE would notice..cos NO ONE CARES. but later today, my dad will be having his ERCP. I pray everything goes well..I know it will.
End of Story.
Anyway looking on the brighter side of things, I helped my mum out today with her flowers and all as she had an order. Someone had given birth and we were suppose to give a fruit basket. I usually help out but this time she wanted to do it on her own..hahaha. So, she got the basics done, like the laying out the basket and the greens, got her things ready and off we were to get her stuff ( fruits and flowers )
We first went to Boulevard where we had LUNCH first, as I was STARVING! hahaha :) Tried the food at Ipoh Old Town Kopitiam @ Boulevard.
(pictures thanks to JimmyChin cos I dont have camera.)
The food there was not bad at all...it was alright nothing spectacular though but it had an alright atmosphere. I loved the tables and chairs, so old school. Anyways, after lunch, we went to quickly buy our things as mom was running out of time already. Hurriedly we bought and left...driving to near where the person we had to deliver the flowers to stayed.
Know where that was? It's near Westwood, somewhere near the HUGE temple opposite Chonglin Park. There my mom got all her things out and started arranging the fruit basket. Too bad we didn't have a camera to take a photo of it, cos it was really nice.
But here's another one she and I made for my dad :)
this basket costs RM100, so order from us..we give what you pay for :)
heehee. I hope he likes it. I'm gonna be delivering it tomorrow after I send my sister to school..tomorrow's gonna be a really busy day, I just hope I have enough energy to handle it. Hahahaha..and its gonna be another beautiful day that the Lord has made. Anyway, if anyone has an occasion ( weddings, funerals, birthdays, valentines day, baby showers, etc... ) feel free to order from me okay? Let me know your budget and we'll do the most beautiful flower arrangements we can, possible. Cheers ♥
I think...but we'll see how long my heart can go cold. .....Cos I'm better than this. I can do better than this. I'm stronger than this, I'm a fighter and I'm gonna fight. I'm not gonna give into the enemy and I'm gonna believe!
I'm getting sick and tired of the things life has been throwing at me. I wanna be mad, I wanna scream, I wanna fight life back...but man, I know better than that. It's just that sometimes you wonder: why is life throwing you overwhelming troubles when you've been so good to everybody else?
Maybe the evil one is testing its powers over me, but I will not give in. Then again, my patience can only do so much and is wearing thin. I might just snap one day. Sometimes I feel that I cannot take it any longer and than there are days when I give my all, fight back and say : is that all you've got?!
Recently, I've been ALWAYS, and I mean ALWAYS feeling stressed out. I don't know how long I can take this. I can't even breathe properly without feeling stressed out. But right not, all I want to do is block out every single feeling I'm feeling. Yes, even LOVE. So much for love cos its giving me shit too.
I am just gonna go NUMB. Oh well. Life's a bitch, alright.
I've been feeling exceptionally down and depressed these days. It's been this way since I -don't know-when. I feel really really down and I'm trying so hard to pick myself up For my baby, For my family, For Khalid and especially For myself.
Don't get me wrong, it's not that I cannot ever be happy anymore. It's just that I don't know how to get there..to be the way I used to be. On the outside, I can still put on my mask but on the inside, I'm breaking down to little tiny pieces.
I feel down.
I feel lonely.
I feel depressed.
I feel negative.
I feel left out and without friends.
I feel completely lost.
Is this post-partum depression? Honestly, to tell you the truth..I don't know but I've been feeling this way ever since I gave birth. It's not that I'm not happy having baby sunshine around, which I am ecstatic about but I don't know...
I don't know how to deal with things..and my mom says that the only way, is to go to God. I've been trying really hard to get my life back on track. You people out there may think its easy and may think that I'm being all too emotional about this but you don't know what the hell I've been through in my life and what I am going through now! so don't fucking judge me.
I've been judged all my life! For being not good enough, for not having done well enough,or for not being holy enough, for having a BGR at the age of 15, for..yada yada yada! I've had enough. I've had enough of what you people have to say. I've had enough of you people judging my life and I DON'T WANT YOUR FUCKING PITY.
..my dad being in the hospital isn't helping much either.
..and things with Khalid are complicated. They just are. Don't ask. Though I'm happy with him, things are just complicated. Our futures. Our lives together. Every single thing.
p/s: ...and sometimes I don't even know who my real friends are anymore. ( It's not that I don't have friends but none are always around but I guess at some point, you have to be alone and that's what I hate the most. and Denise, you being in Singapore isn't helping!! and now Chiyo got biyfriend some more..don't want me..wtf. hahahaha...)
I don't know how much I can hold on anymore. I'm loosing it. These are emotional times. THE WEATHER ISN'T HELPING TOO! It's freaggin raining cats and dogs here..
I will always love God with all my heart, no matter what happens.. no matter what shit I go through.. Cos I know He will never forsake me and that every thing that happens is for a reason either to change me, heal me or to mould me to be a better, stronger person.
I am officially addicted to America's Next Top Model. ( I was addicted but it wasn't this bad! ) ...and Australia's Next Top Model ...and Italy's Next Top Model. but overall, I still prefer non other that the original...
Cycle 9's Seleisha Stowers and Cycle 10's Whitney Thompson won! Like OMG! whyyy herr? but I think it's because of her being so genuine and wanting to win the competition out there. another is because she's + + +PLUS size. b ut beautiful..like Cycle 3's, Toccora Jones. Absolutely beautiful!!
Well, to you ANTM fans out there.. Cycle 11 is even the more exciting!! Because a well-she-doesnt-want-us-to-call-her-transgender-so feminine soul who was born in a wrong body is in the competition damn! Is anyone watching it on YouTube, anyone?
Anyway, I cant believe that Isis was born male! I mean, yeah her voice is abit deep and her body is kinda flat. I mean you can tell she's a HE.
butshimis sooo hottttt......!
I feel so..... hopeless when i see her and like... geez, a man can look hotter than me wearing a bikini! Dah lah now I got stretch marks!
But my fav is still Samantha, her photos are stunning, and Elina too.
I think most people likes Marjorie cos she shy and dorky but her photos are all damn nice! Shes mysterious, I dont think Elina or Mckey is. Marjorie is more mysterious. She just has that thing to her. Look look..I told you so. She nailed this one :)
Lauren Brie is....... going to go very far, thats all no other comments.
Watch it on YouTube! lemme link you there ;) Every new episode will be upload every Thursday/Friday!
Well an update on my Dad. He's still in the hospital, been in there for quite a while now. His skin is getting back to its normal colour but his eyes are still yellow. The doctors are keeping him until he get better and will only let him go after the jaundice subsides. So far, so good...
That was yesterday, but today the doctors said that my Dad has to go for an operation. Something called ERCP ( Endoscopic Retrograde Cholangiopancreatography ) to help diagnose what's going on inside of him. If I'm not mistaken, they're gonna insert a tube through the nostrils right down to the stomach..and you betcha its gonna hurt. Gosh...
I'm not sure when is the operation, from what my mom has told me, its not a major operation but though its just a minor surgery..you never know when things can happen and when things happen, they happen fast. I pray everything goes well, I cannot bear to loose a father again..sighs*
Currently I'm just so numb, so many things happening in one go. Outside I may seem alright, happy-go-lucky and just so "rainbow" but fact is, I'm just blocking out all the negative emotions so that I won't have to feel any fear or pain or sadness. I want to be strong for myfamily, especially my mum. I want her to know that I'm strong and that she doesn't need to worry about me or my well-being.
I don't know anything anymore, I don't know what I'm gonna do...right now all I can do is just pray...sighs* I believe that God will get our family through this one way or another.
Seriously, what is going on in the world today. I was quite shocked to hear what had happened after my mom had mention that a 16-year old girl was found murdered and burnt yesterday in Taman Putri, Kulai Jaya, Johor Bahru.
Well, it is said that the vistim, Lai Ying Xin 赖映兴, was abducted last Thursday evening at about 9pm outside a shopping complex. Her kidnappers had requested a large ransom (RM 60,000) on Friday morning at about 0620 but the victim's family could only raise RM$33,000 which was dropped off at an unidentified location at 3am on Monday.
Johor police deputy chief Datuk Tun Hisan Tun Hamzah (centre) and ACP Che Yusof Che Ngah (left) with the ransom money and the sports bag that was used.
But it was found that Lai Ying Xin had been murdered already before the kidnappers had demanded a ransom for "her release". Thank God, the Police manage to detain four prime suspects in ulai at about 630pm on Monday aged between 16 and 22 years, have been remanded to assist in further investigations.
Lai Ying Xin's burnt body was located by the Police after interrogating the suspects and the autopsy report revealed the victim was straggled before she was burnt and she had not been raped but still the body was said to have been badly charred at the pelvis area so was she raped or was she just too badly burnt to disclosed whether she had been raped or not?
Questions remain on why Lai Ying Xin, third among four siblings and the darling of her school, friends and loved by family was murdered and burnt by her kidnappers. Were the kidnappers afraid of her recognising them? Was it an accident? Or was it to cover up a rape?
May You Rest in Peace Lai Ying Xin
and my deepest heartfelt wishes and condolences goes out to your family, friends and loved ones.
The end of another life that was a life of an angel. A life that was taken without thought, without mercy, by human less people disillusioned by thinking that what they were doing was considered as "LOVE". Fcuktards. Idiots. Imbeciles who do not have a life. RIP Ying Xin.
I'm currently back in Kuching and as for some of you know, I'm back here with my baby sunshine. I'm not sure when I'll be going back to Singapore but am hoping to go back real soon. I trully can't stand it here anymore because of how slow-mo the "city" is. I mean slow-mo is good but too much of slow-mo can make you grow crazy.
Anyways, the Fiance is in Singapore currently undergoing his National Service and will be in camp for roughly about 2 years. It's mental torture being apart from him, dah lah I don't meet him on weekends but I guess it helps our relationship grow stronger. Absence makes to heart grow fonder they say...and maybe they're right because I think I love him more each day he's away ♥ i love you sayang...
Well, the Fiance sent me some photos of himself and his friends a few days back. He said the photos are not to be posted online since they weren't allowed to bring any camera phones with them into camp..and because he could get charged if found out, but I can't help it..the guys in the photos look really funny, uber cute and they look like they're having so much fun in camp. I guess those stories you hear don't affect the ones who are strong mentally and spiritually...
Anyways, these are the photos. enjoy.
...my fiance is the one right in front ^____^ I love you sweetheart..you look good here...
.... after their Standard Obstacle Course, SOC. I so love their guns..boys and their toys ♥ ....
FYI I'm now online and the fiance is singing to me while I blog. Lol XD and I'm laughing my ass off..hahahahaha. Its not that his voice is bad but its kinda out of tune, yet its still a soothing tune, and cute as well so the usual annoyed me isn't getting annoyed, since I miss him alot too..
( p/s: He's trying to sing Jason Mraz's, I'm Yours while I blog while blowing me kisses and all...uber adorable, for a guy like him. Hahaha..always trying to be macho in public. I guess thats guys huh..only lovable with their loved ones.)
I'm going to sleep now, too many late nights or should I say, "early mornings" these past few days or has it been a week now. I think my body clock is already screwed and I so do not want to pay for it with wrinkles and pimples all popping out. Hahahaha. Goodnight world.
I don't know what in the world is going to happen tomorrow..no make that later, but I sure do hope that everything will fall into place and the priority of these politicians and leaders will be for the good of the people, and not only for themselves.
I'm pretty much excited.
I can no longer tolerate my country and thus me, being represented by foolish imbeciles who have no idea what democracy, honesty, dignity and priorities are about. No longer will I say nevermindorits okayto the embarrassing acts and emotionally tormenting quotes that our so-called "leaders" make us sound like we say. No longer do we sit around in racial cliques during our mamak sessions. No longer do I want to feel even a tingle of fear in my nerves when I speak of religious freedom. No longer do I want to hear of racial inequality because I know - we all know - that there is no such thing as a poorer race, only poor people.
I want to be heard again as a Malaysian - a proud citizen of a melting pot of a country who believe in equality in all levels and terms; one who still has that belief that we have that ever-elusive leaders of great change who will bring us out of injustice, corrupt politicking, third-class mentality, and racial and religious taboos; a nation of pride in our culture. I want to see our brightest talents from around the world flock back in herds to their motherland not only because of cheaper living costs, but for the love and willingness to serve the aspirations of their developing nation. And most of all, I want to hear our government departments shred all forms with the race-indicating column and have a default choice of nationality - Malaysian.
Let it fly high. One People, One Race, One Nation. This is my dream, always has, always will. Happy Malaysia Day everyone.
"Happy are those who DREAM dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true." ~Leon Joseph Cardinal Suenens
Okay, I know it may seem like nothing to you but its a damn big deal to me alright. And yes, I shall repeat myself again..I saw 6, SIX FREAKING OTTERS! and where you may ask.
I saw them in front of my house! In front of my neighbours house! IN MY NEIGHBOURS HOUSE! and ON THE STREETS of my NEIGHBOURHOOD!
YES, I saw these cute ( but smelly stinking since they had come from the drains - I think, since they smell of the drains ) OTTERS!
How I knew and how I found out? Well, my dogs you see..they tend to bark at everything and anything and anyone who seems foreign to them. SO you see..I was watching the tellie peacefully when suddenly all of a sudden they start barking maniacally. I got annoyed and proceeded to go outside and shussh them as well as to see if anyone was outside.
Then I saw like these 3 HUGE "RATS" outside my house. I was freaked out at first but then I got curious cos there aint no rat that huge. So I went out of my house and then I SAW OTTERS! I'm seriously SERIOUS! and then I got curious some more so I went out of the porch gate and saw them scampering into my neighbours house opposite.
Hahaha..I went across and tried to find them, boy were they cute! anyways I saw one scampering out and the other two were still left behind, guess they saw me and hid. So I waited incase the came out of hiding and my patience did pay off when those two otters scampered out and joined ANOTHER 3!!
I was STUNNED! as I looked on, they were calling to one another. It was sweet cos they went and waited for one another as a group and watching them in a way touched me.. They were really adorable ( although they did smell really bad..like I said, drain smell )
Dad's in the hospital again..and this time, I don't know why.
I mean, before this he was admitted and was in the hospital for about a week or so because he was getting all skinny, his tummy area was expanding and his skin was turning yellow..and when I say yellow, I literally mean YELLOW in colour. The doctors diagnosed him then with some sort of liver problem and they didn't know what was the cause. But now it's a different set of problems, we knows what's exactly wrong ( liver TB - weird huh) but his condition is not getting any better and now he's being admitted again.
sighs*
I really don't know what to do or how to feel about this any more. I don't want to loose him. Not again, not loosing another person I love, AGAIN! I never had a father and he's the only father I got on earth and I don't know what I'll do if God takes him away...sighs*
Today was a great day to sleep, it was raining so heavily! thunder lightning and all...thank God she didn't wake up from sleep. Post on baby sunshine's new, favourite best friend ^_______^ well, anyway she doesn't look too happy here due to her just waking up but I can assure you, she definitely loves Elmo.
miss pillow face...
....she was trying to grab the balloon stick, till she got so annoyed..and thus, the "face". Haha..she's still adorable
i love elmo too...time to get her a soft toy.
She's been talking and shouting a whole lot lately, and I've been hearing a lot of girly voices coming out from her voice box, all sorts of different sounds. She's also now clever enough to pretend to cough! Yes, you heard me...my baby sunshine's able to pretend to cough.. Hahaha. These many short episodes of her talking and shouting and making noises are certainly adorable. My Mom is enjoying it every single bit..and its obvious she loves baby sunshine a whole lot.
Time is definitely flying really fast, maybe too fast for my liking. She's GROWING UP...can I handle all this?! Pretty soon I'll be talking to her about the birds and the bees! and then she'll be getting married!!! =.=" okay, I'm paranoid, I'm just thinking too far *lets out a long big sigh* I'm so not ready for motherhood. I know, I'm already a mother but shaddup..I don't want to hear it. I'm still not ready for motherhood. I thank God for MY mother, teaching me all the things in orfer for me to survive this experience.
One thing's for sure, its not easy being a mother but it certainly has and still is a joy, just seeing her grow up. I love you sweetheart :)
p/s: I still love Sesame Street ♥
Look at these shoes, adorable I tell you. *hint hint* msg khalid....
Got this from this guy's page, Bernard Lau. And I think its hilarious. Shows what kind of imbeciles we have running our country - teasing each other, picking fights, shouting at each other like kids, IN THE PARLIAMENT!wtf?!
PKR - Pusat Khinzir Raksasa PBN - Projek Babi Negara
They're fighting like a bunch of little children. I can still remember clearly those days in middle high, when they used to play with father's names =_____=" But, I ought to give it to the the guy who came up with the meaning of PBN. He was fast and spontaneous. Lol XD
What's wrong with Malaysia these days. Lord help us!
Was supposed to have baby's passport done today. We have already taken a passport sized photo of her (which looks REALLY REALLY cute) but however Dad had an appointment to catch up with so instead, we (dad, mom, my younger sister and me) all had lunch at Causeway Bay. Undeniably, the Baked cheese rice is EXTRA EXTRA super nyummy! *gives a double two thumbs up*.
After Dad left for his appointment with a client, the three of us strolled around and took around. We spent most of the time at a "mommy&baby" store on the third floor. There was nothing much to see though but at the end of strolling around that store, we bought an Elmo balloon for baby sunshine. ^________^ she was shy at first when she first saw it but after a while, she slowly tried so hard to kiss the balloon. Hahahaha. (really cute!!)
I think she has found a new friend, besides Winnie the Pooh and Tigger ^______^ So presenting to you, Elmo...baby sunshine's new found friend. p/s: she's so into "reading" right now. She loves colours. She loves pictures and right now everything she grabs hold of, directly and I mean directly goes straight into her mouth. Soon she'll be crawling T______T she's growing up so fast!
Personal admission first - I don't find politics interesting in any way. Even the automotive industry politics bores me. Malaysian politics are even worse, totally screwed up in every possible way. For those of you who don't agree, give me all the reasons you can find =.=" screwed up I tell you.
I feel disgusted aboutthis,this,this and nowthis?!! You have got to be kidding me! I thought it was all almost over already. I guess I was wrong. What has Malaysia become or is becoming these days. Our political situation is even known overseas. What an embarrassment. Malaysia stop embarrassing yourself, please. Our country is in for a BIG BIG BIG political change, its gonna be a tsunami! This guy tells it right -Malaysia gua punya. Hopeless, I tell you =.="
Ahhh..when I started talking about this isuue to my mom, she's like, "It's nothing to do with you, so don't make it YOUR issue. It's true, we CHINESE in Malaysia are almost like immigrants, we don't have land. Thats why we have to work so hard just to survive, just to make it through. Foochow people for instance, are clever..when they have enough, they either buy land or move out."
Hrmm she has a point though. I think I'd rather move out than stay. This country is getting out of control. It's getting hot, too hot and too stuffy for my liking...if you get what I mean. I'm going to sleep now. Life is certainly tiring. *sighs*
I am still yet to fulfill my Starbucks craving. I was suppose to fulfill it today but...yeah. Oh well *sighs a LOUD big sigh* But but but, I did manage to get a McFlurry ^_______________^
Anyways, this is what we did during the weekends. It was fun although missing a few other people. Like *straightens throat* Denise,Wilson, Jin.
i love you babe♥ *one of my glitter beads were coming out* sad T__________T
A lot of things have been happening recently prior to my visit to Singapore, (as those who are close to me may know) and coming back has not made things better. I still have yet to make a decision on whether to relocate to Singapore to or not. and after so much talk and discussion and opinions from different people, friends, and relatives, the decision is still 50/50. arghhhh!
I know I haven't posted much on baby sunshine for quite some time. I guess cause you can basically find all her photos in facebook. I better not post up too many pictures of her, in case her life ends up not private anymore. Ooops.
Brought baby sunshine for her injection today. It's a 5 in 1 kind of dosage so it has to be given at 3 different times. Today was her 2nd dosage, got to go back for another one in November. Thank God she wasn't as sulky and moody today, as she was when she got her first one early July.
We even managed to camwhore! Hahahaha ^_____^
ta-daa!
Time definitely flies really fast, at one moment you're this tiny little fragile human and now, you're a chubby little adorable doll. Hahahahaha ^_________^ I love you sweetheart! Our little family's just missing one person. You know who you are...I hope we can finally be one family officially SOON.I miss you......
I'm a child of God, I'm in love with him, I love my baby, I'm a friend, I'm a lover, I'm a daughter, I'm a mother, I'm amazing XD
I'm a huge chocolate ice-cream beach fan, I love music, I love art, I love photograpy, I love travelling, I love shopping, I'm crazy,
I'm fun-loving, I'm out-going, I'm working to become who I want to be, financially free by 30 XD
She's my love, She's my life, She's my everything, She's a gift, She's a blessing from heaven.
I love her to bits, every part of me lives and breathes for her. I love you sweet Shiloh Trianna Wong
