+ + tangina.
I went to see the place this evening. It was a very nice place, and with the weather being all cooling rainy and all, it made the place rather homely and peaceful. It's a pretty neighbourhood and all with a garden kinda park at the center. The best thing (for him basicly) was that it would be really near to his place. So seeing him will be pretty easy compared to before ;)
The thing, the thing that really put me into a bummering kinda state was that although the rent per month would be about SGD$350 per month, with appliances, wardrobe and all, I would have to cough out a costly fee for the advance lease of the place. It would actually be leaving me emptily dry for the rest of the month although its a one time thing.
*sighs*
I hope everything goes well. Do keep me in your prayers people, I think I'm going to be needing it. Huhu =.= I'm feeling rather lousy at the moment and my emotions are running rather crazily. Feel like killing someone. Urgh. I hate it when thing don't happen the way I want it to be, but I know its just not right to feel this way... Just keep me in your prayers for this next few days if you're able to read this in time yeah?
Goodnight
=.="
♥ Yomi
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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
5:47 PM
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Currently am having my off day today, as was supposed to move into my new room apartment -- or so I thought -- but then plans were changed as I could only move into the place this coming Thursday. Anyways, just woke up from sleep a while ago, haven't been getting enough sleep these days. It's always been work work work and by the time I get home, its way past bed time and the temptation to blog is just.....nuff said.
I had a really funny dream early this morning. It was something I wouldn't have imagined myelf to dream about. I was lying down with my mother when she told me something that really ticked me off -- I think -- It was about her bringing a professor to our home and she said that he was going to sorta questioned me -- as in read what's going on with my mind -- as she found it hard for her to guess what was going on in my head.
I then flew out of the room in rage and anger, -- I don't know why myself -- and I lost what was happening after that. We appeared in another place, a place where I had been before in my dreams. It was a place where it was a sunny beautiful day but it was a grave yard. O M G. Hrmm. The professor was taking me to my grandfather's grave. Gosh, and in the dream I started crying and crying and crying. I couldn't stop crying! then I awoke. And to my surprise, I was crying in real life.
I think,
THINK, I haven't gotten over my grandfather's death yet, and although he died 12 years ago -- omg, I can't believe how time flies -- I haven't actually been able to mourn over him properly. I still do miss him. People change over time and sometimes, try to leave their past behind, but no matter how hard you try to run, if you never faced your fears and past yet, it'll somehow always come back to haunt you.
I have to figure out how I'm gonna face this.
There has to be a reason to why I had this dream.
There always has to be a
reason.
Everything happens for a reason.
Here's something I wrote.
Dreams.
I wept in my dreams.
I dreamed you lay in the grave;
I awoke, and the tears
still poured down my cheeks.
I wept in my dreams,
I dreamed you had left me;
I awoke and I went on weeping
long and bitterly.
I wept in my dreams,
I dreamed you were still kind to me;
I awoke, and still
the flow of my tears streams on.
7/30/07
heading for the shower now, gotta get bath and changed.
am going to see the new place laters with him.
♥ YomiLabels: daily chocolates, update.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
5:50 PM
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If I Had One Wish
If I Had One Wish,
I would wish to spend the rest of my life with you,
Nothing and no one culd change that.
I would love you forever and always.
If I Had One Wish,
I wish I could wake up every morning
In your arms, looking at your face, smiling to myslef,
Believe me when I say I LOVE YOU and no one else.
I would hug you and kiss you forever and always.
I Hope
You Love Me As Much As
I Love You.
You And Me Forever!!!
Hee.
** MSG Khalid**
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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
5:48 PM
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Why does this happen to me all the time? Why Why Why??? All I ever want and need is to love her.. I LOVE her with all my heart.. I've given her all I've got, and have kept none for myself.. I even let her care for her ex.. Tell me? When has anyone ever done that?! Sigh.. I'm really afraid to lose her and right now, my heart is beating so fast that u could use its beats, at a disco. People might think it's stupid or lame to feel like this for someone, but let me tell you this, when you really find that special someone that brightens up your day no matter how low it gets, and loves you as much as you love the person, only then will you understand how it feels to be afraid..
It rained here pratically the entire day..
It felt good though cause I went to see her during my break. Hee.. I missed her the entire day. Was constantly thinking about her while at work until I called her outlet but, to my dismay she wasn't there. Only at about 3.15pm did she appear.. Anyways, I spent the whole afternoon being a part-time agent, as I was trying to find her a room to stay. It was about 3 tries, that I found a nice place for her. and hey! it's near my area too.
Hehehe.
It's a good thing what!! If she ever needs anything, she can always just call me up and meet me or something, and the best thing is that I get a chance to spend more time with her. Smart right. Anyways, when talking to the agent, he told me that it's a nice place and the owners are really friendly, so I think that she would like it =)
Well, I took my break at 4pm today and as usual, made my daily visit to Suntec City to see my Mimi which is usually around 5pm but reached a lil bit earlier. Hrmm..so, I kinda took a walk as Suntec City was having this heritage fest. They were showing some chinese opera which I found most interesting as a huge part of the audience were malay and indians...
Hahaha..I found ind the actors and actresses "Cool" becoz i don't get what they are trying to say.. Then made my way to Fish N Co. Suntec City to see my Mimi and suprisingly, she didn't see me. It was her manager that noticed me and told her that iIwas there. So she took her break and we when to the back of the restaurant which was a foyer kinda area, where she was eating her dinner which was sweet and sour chicken and something else which I have no idea.. We then talked about me finding a place for her and the conditions of the place.
*miss her*After hanging out there for a while, it was then time for us to part as I was suppose to start work at 6pm, and yet, though it was already 5.50p, I was still there! When walking to the bus stop then did I realise that the bus en-route to Glasshouse ( that's where I work) had been diverted and I needed to walk to another bus stop which was 15mins away. So, to save time, I ran to the bustop where halfway I realised that the sole of my boots broke! I kinda repaired it on the bus. Haha. Thank God no one saw me in that condition!
>.<" When I reached Glasshouse, I was informed that my other bartender wasn't coming to work (again) so I had to be the
single-lonesome-very busy bartender again..haix. It was so tiring man...but somehow, I got the will and the motivation to work even harder as my Mimi was coming down to see me after work. Hee. I also got help from my manager which, although wasn't anything big or extravagant, but hey it is still help. (Thanks B. Santos!) Haha. Around 9pm, I realised that we had run ut of glasses, big small large huge, you name it. Yea, I know its pretty lame but you can't help it when it's busy.
When closing time came, I had to search the entire reastuarant for missing glasses big and small, as Glassouse opens up the second floor during the weekends, and there are two sculery areas, one on the 1st floor and ne on the ground floor.
T I R I N G! *sad*. I had to close the bar all alone after a whole day of working on a busy weekend, it was just too exhausting, but It was worth it. Because you know why? It was because my Mimi came after work and we went to eat at
Changi!!! Dad drove us there along with Mom, my aunt and a cousin of mine (Kakak Fariza) just to have nasi lemak! Crazy as it sounds, but it's true. Hehehe.. The place has the best
Nasi Lemak in town, well not exactly town but its
Nasi Lemak is just superb!
What more to say, was that the place was known for its "
Lady Boys" and when at one point I had to go back to the car, alone, to get my dad's wallet, I encountered a couple of them and they even said hi to me.. Hahaha. Shit!!
Well, anyways..although today didn't start out too well, it ended well, I guess. I hope it continue's to go well. Gotta go now, feeling sleepy.
**MSG Khalid**
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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
5:39 PM
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You, being you.
I miss you. I don't know why, but I do.
I think, it's because...
I still love you,
*sighs*
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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:36 PM
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Hrmm well, I told you guys but the sad part of that day but the thing was that I didnt tell you I also had quite a lot of fun the night, I was actually practically chased out from the store. Heehee^^ Well, he picked me up from work and off we were to Glass House as he had to change his slippers to his army boots. So we went, and we shall take photos as usual because eventhough the most fucked up thing happened, the most wonderful thing is that we can still be with each other, n each others' arms.
Gosh! How I sound cheesy!
Huehuehue =.="
Still,
I don't care!Anyways, he had to rush off to a kenduri cos his grandad had just passed away a few days ago. Hrmm, my
CONDOLENCES to the family. Hrmm, well don't want to talk about the sad things, rite. Hrmm....continuing, because he had to rush off, and I was hungry (again) like I always am, he got a take away fish and chips for me. I am pampered, yes, I know! Then off we were. Took a cab down to my place and we agreed to meet again later that night for dinner.
He came to my place later that night to hang out and have dinner. We decided on Burger KIng earlier and that was where we went! Yay! Thought of having the usual
Whooper with Cheese but because the both of us were quite full form our tea time lunches, we decided to share a Double Whooper with Cheese.
So happy cos already full! Heehee.
Anyways, I had fun though things were happening then!
After Burger King, headed towards my place. Hung out for a bit, talking and letting each other our thoughts on what the future held for us. I find it beautiful when two people can just come together and talk. It's way better than chocolates (I think) but you get my point. Hee^^ Time came for him to leave, giving me a hug and a kiss, off he was and me to sleep ;)
And that was it.
Labels: daily chocolates, update.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:55 AM
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You guys must be wondering on why I've been practically so emotional these past few days, that's if you have been reading my blog. Hrmm...well, something happened at work the day before yesterday, and from a small matter..it became a big matter just because the assistant store manager decided that because I got these few accumulated offenses that I should be "suspended from work until further notice" and that the matter should be brought to higher authorities.
I was given a performance feedback form and was asked to sign it. I refused, defending myself and it was obvious that the assistant store manager didn't like it at all - the look was in her eyes. In the performance feedback form was written that:
1. I was not able to handle the queue at the greeter stand properly,
loosing control of the guest.
2. I was being defiant towards the supervisor and manager on duty,
refusing to do the required request of the manager.
3. I left my station for 15mins witout telling the M.O.D's in charge.
Now, tell me..who in the world would want to sign that piece of paper knowing that it wasn't true at all?! So today, I met up with the assistant store manager (who was so confident on getting me suspended and giving me diciplinary action), the store manager and operation's manager. In the meeting I was given a chance to explain myself and the reasons to why was thought to have been as mentioned in the performance feedback. I told him my part of the story, this is how it was that night.
It was a dark and stormy night busy busy night, as it was Saturday and that's when business is busier than usual especially when you don't have enought staff on the floor serving the guest. I was assigned to the greeter station which is where you bring guest in, introduce yourself, inform the guest on "soup of the day", items 86 (the unavailibility of the item) and the recommendations of the night.
The night was perfectly considerably o-kay, though busy. It was quite messy as everybody was minding their own business and actually not really helping each other out. I however at the greeter station, was having some difficulties of my own. Tables were not cleared after guests left, they were not set up for me to bring new guests in. So, I thought happily frustrated, I should do it myself in favor of the whole store.
BUT wrong move Sarah!
Just as I cleared tables, cleaned them, set them, brought guests in, took their orders and sent them their ice water and sauce sets as usual, I was thought to have lost control of my station. Oh, how wonderful! I was assumed without being asked whether I needed help. Then while I was taking a guest order, the store manager snatched away the greeter file right there and then! Talk about being humliated! (And he says that we fulltimers haven't been putting in out our 110% for the company?!)
Why, think I'm your dinosour dog?! Fcuk lah!
Hrmpf. Anyways, to cut the long story short...after meeting up with the operations manager, everything went fine and I didnt get suspended at all. Haha, in your face Raquel. Ok, that sounded so mean. But, it's true..even after the whole talk and she found out that I'm only gonna get a 1st warning because of the "not in proper uniform" thing, her face turned fcuking black man! I tell you...haha. And the operations manager even asked that I go to work immediately, but the assistant store manager insisted that I satrt tomorrow. Hrmmm....god enough.
I asked several friends and one even told me that it was very obvious that the assistant store manager had some personal issues with me, saying that she might just be insecure with where she's at, at the moment. I think that's true...she wouldnt be doing that if she didn't have problems with herself. Anyways, I don't have time to deal with stupid people. I think I'll ignore her from now on. Let her do her own thing even if she's wrong and when someone has to be fired...I'll just make sure my ass is wiped clean before she can say anything.
Well, I know who I am and I know where I stand. I've got people who has my back, dude and if you've got a prolem with that, I ask that you deal with it. Not to forget, I had God on my side. I love you, God! Thank you.
I've had a good day today.
No matter what has happened.
Thank you,
you.Especially you.
I love you,
darling.Anyways, going off to sleep now. Got to work tomorrow and I will be needing all the rest I need to face the person that I don't want to face. Worse comes to worse, I might just ask for a transfer to Glass House for I know the manager there is willing to take me in...haha.
Ok, ok...got to sleep now. Goodnight people!
♥ Yomi.
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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:53 AM
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How can you not love someone
who loves you more than himself.
=.="
Have you ever wondered how life would be in the future?
If I wished upon a shooting star,
Will my wishes ever come true?
At this point and time, all I wana do is sleep
and just wish that everything will turn out okay when I awake.
I'm just filled with emotions, overwhelmed, over what has happened in the last few days. As strong as I can be, as strong as I want to be, I feel as though I'm going through a breakdown. I need a good holiday. a time to rest and relax and chase my worries away. I can't wait for Bali, to be with the person I love and just spend some good quality time with him before he leaves.
ARGH!
Reminding me that he's leaving for National Service next year. How fcuked up is that. How I wish I could be Hirro in the series Heroes, and just stop time to spend it with you forever, darling. Then it would only be you me without anyone to come between us. I miss you. Hugs & Kisses. I need to go, got to get to work. Chao.
♥ Yomi.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
5:42 PM
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take nothing but photos
leave nothing but footsteps
& kill nothing but time
because here's to the nights
that turned into mornings
& the friends that turned into family.
I just missed those days
when life wasy so carefree and easy-going.
I miss my gurlfriends back home too.
I think, I need a break.
=.="
Goodnight people.
Labels: daily chocolates
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
5:38 PM
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We've been together for a long time, baby
Do you have to leave?
Please dont go girl
I just cant live without you
Please dont go girl
So listen to me...
Please dont go girl
You would ruin my whole world
Tell me you'll stay
Never ever go away
I love you
I know I always will
Girl, youre my Girlfriend
Girl, youre my love within
I just want you to know
That I will always love you
What I wrote above is how it would be if you leave me.
I Will Always Love You!!
We've been together for three months but it's as though I have known you for
years.. You're the only girl that I have ever love this much in a short while.. People are envy of us.. The guys envy me because I'm with you and the girls well.. I can't say girls are envy of you because I am an average looking guy.. You're always the hot one and I've always told you that.. If you don't believe me than why are guys having crushes for you and one might not even care whether you're with me.. I said I'll support you no matter the cost.. And I will as long as I live.
My Heart Only Beats For You !
Like It says,"You, Yourself And All"
And you are all that matters to me.
I gave you so much love that I have left none for myself
Yomi!!!!You have my heart and its yours to keep,
I don't know what else to say because
Its hard to describe my love for you
A Million Poets Writing For A Million YearsCould Only Write A Teardrop Of My Love For You.
** MSG Khalid**
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
5:36 PM
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Yes,
you there reading this entry.
I'm talking to
you.
Because I just wanted to say,
goodnight and sweet dreams.
Thank you for being a part of my life,
Trying your best to understand this
stubborn fussy young woman here.
I appreciate you so much, and
for the
effort you put into this
relationship.
I trully love you.
heehee^^
I'll see you tomorrow afternoon.
Now, don't be late ok?
I love you.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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Yesterday I knew I had all the answers
Or I think I knew al the answers
Or I thought I knew the answers
Or I figured that I was contented with what I had.
Yesterday I had my Best Friend
And my Second Best Friend
And I knew whose Best Friend I was
And who disliked me
Yesterday I knew what was Right and what was Wrong.
And I never had any trouble deciding which was which.
it had always seemed so obvious.
But today, everything... e v e r y t h i n g ' s changing.
I suddenly have a million unanswered questions.
Everybody I meet mght become a friend.
And I know the delicate shadings that lie between
Good and Evil - and I face their dilemma.
Life's h a r d e r now....and yet, e a s i e r.
It's all so complicated.
Oh God, I ask for your wisdom and guidance in handling this matter tomorrow, I need Your peace to cover me. May I be given the grace and understanding of my superiors as I lay my case before their feet. I need You assurance that everything will be and shall be alright. I believe that I was right and You, Lord, only You shall be my judge and my vindicator. I pray for Your mercy and grace to overflow, grant me the favor of men so that may bring glory to Your name and make you proud.
Much love, Sarah.
Goodnight people.
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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:51 AM
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I run
not to anywhere,
not from anybody.
I run just to run,
to make my heart wham,
my eyes blur,
my side pain sharply.
I slow down at last,
gulping the sweet air,
almost crying...
I'm crazy.
But there was nobody ahead of me
down that whole, long, waiting stretch of
sun-bare sidewalk!
Oh, it was like a bird flying,
Like a song,
Like a shout!
I was
freedom.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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Everything is so
blurred at this moment an time.
Work has been tearing me down bit by bit.
I need a
break.
Cos if I don't get a break, I might have a
breakdown...
Anyways, plans to go to
Bali have been postponed or should I say, we (him & I) will be going earlier, as fulltimers for Fish & Co. cannot take their leaves during November or December. I guess
Christmas will be spent in Singapore this year...huhu =.=" I told Mom about not being able to go back and she said she understood. I really wish I could go back to see her, but I'm just not ready to face the crowd back home.
*sighs*
Was just reading this up about having peace in God and I think, all I nee is God's
peace and
wisdom to handle things I know I can't posibly handle with my own strength alone. I so love this verse.
John 14:27
" Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you;
not as the world gives do I give you.
Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
It's just timely.
*mmmm*
I need to
think.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:45 AM
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I'm gonna take a chance.
I'm not sure if this chance should ever be taken.
But, I'm gonna give it a try,
I'm gonna give you a try....
Yes, I have decided to give you my
heart.
But the question is,
How can you love me this much?
You have sacrificed so much, so much more than I deserve. Don't you say it's not true. Because....just because, ok? How can you sacrfice o much and love me till I don't know anymore, how to get rid of you...haha. You have overwhelmed me with the love you have showered me with. You have totally caught me off-guard. You have made me fall for you.
Yes, you.You there who's been so caring, and thoughtful. You there who's been loving me, and pampering me all this while. You there who's been giving me everything I need, until you've been left with nothing, You there who's been providing without me even asking. You there who's been tryng to read me, read my thoughts and givng so much of yourself without expecting anything in return, and just for me to love you back is your reward. I think you deserve more than that.
I
love you.
I trully do.
You have made me feel so special.
And I appreciate it from the
bottom of my heart.
Muhammad Khalid Abdillah bin Sukar.
It is you that I love.
Just you, no matter what anyone else says.
I love you.
♥ Yomi.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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I just feel so alone.
I don't think anyone can help me now.
Nobody, not even
you.
I'll be ok.
I guess.
I think I just need some time..
a l o n e .
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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I can't be with you, not now, not ever.
It's that thin line that's always gonna be there.
It can never go away or disappear.
You know where I'm coming from.
*sobx*
I'm sorry.
I miss you already, I trully do.
But I know it'll never be
it can never be, no matter what you say.
It won't ever change, the fact that you and I....
just can't be together.
Baby, stop dreaming...it'll never happen
the fact that you and I will somehow end up
in the future, together, forever.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay.
The sky grows dark
and all I see are rainclouds and lightning.
Thunderstorms are coming and
its never gonna go away, the rain.
I hate the rain....but I love it at the same time.
It keeps me alive and awake....
keeping me away from fantasy, next to reality.
I love you, but I have to leave.
Don't ask me why anymore.
I just have to.
Now dry your tears and go to sleep
forget all your sorrows, forget me too.
I'm never gonna be a part of you.
Goodbye my love,
goodbye + +
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:37 AM
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I'm so blurred at this moment.
Got tons of feelings all jumbled up in me.
I want to go home,
but I don't want to go home at the same time.
I just don't wana face people back home yea know. I hate it when they all start asking questions that I just don't wana answer or, I feel that its none of their business to know about my life and I just gotta smile to brush it off. It's so freaggin burdening. Yes, I may have people skills but when it comes to personal stuff...I'm a coward.
I chicken out.
Anyways, just to let you guys know...I don't think I'll be coming back end of this year, or Chinese New Year (not confirmed yet). The thing is that end of this year, I have a Bali trip planned out with drop-dead-low-to-die-for-price tickets, and we might be even able to get rooms at the Hard Rock Hotel Bali...happy? Yes, very happy! As for chinese New Year, heard from my friend that all flights back home are already fully booked and there are practically no flights back home. Even she is on a waiting list. So you guys tell me how lah!
Almost went back home these past few days. Mom, had a pretty bad fall and broke her leg just above her ankle. And now she's in a cast and has to be in the cast for about 3 months. Hrmmm...really wanted to go back to see her but she insisted that I stayed so that I can work and concentrate on my job. She made one point though...whether I was ready to face people and the hometown community. Haha. I know she misses me and loves me, she knows I miss her and love her too. It's a mother - daughter thing I guess.
I love you ma..
Hrmm...I've been feeling really low lately, not my usual self. I know people may be seeing something other than what I'm saying but, I don't know...like I said before, I'm just feeling all mixed up and confused. The direction to wher my life is heading for, the condition my love life is in at the current present (its a religion thing, yea know), the things I dream of doing but not being able to accomplish,....
Oh Lord, help.I just feel so lost and I need you to come pull me up again. I'm just drowning in myself. I want to find you again. I miss you so much and I'm sorry if I haven't been spending enough time with you, reading your word. I'm sorry if I have only been coming to you when I need you and not when I'm living my life everyday. Lord, I just pray that you give me the strength that I need, the wisdom to make the right choices and the love to love others like how you would love them. I love you Lord and I pray for your guidance and wisdom to guide me and lead me through the rough as well as the smooth sailing.In Jesus Name, Amen,Goodnight people.
♥ Yomi.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:36 AM
posted by feanorayomi @
4:36 AM
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+ + what the freak?!
ngek*
*gasp*
*supergasps*
=.="
Tired.
Don't feel like blogging.
ANYMORE.
Everything I wrote just got deleted.
T___________________T
freaggin fucking stupid thing!
hate hate hate hate!!
(sighs)
=.=
I shall update when I can.
Maybe with photos.
Goodnight.
♥ Yomi.
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:34 AM
posted by feanorayomi @
4:34 AM
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+ + randomness caseness
I feel random.
=.=
I don't know.
Anyways, this whole week has been almost the same as the previous. Pay is out and time for shopping is in! Huehuehue. Just before the Great Singapore Sale ends. I'm so happy, I think. I made a visit to Mango just the other day with the boyfriend but when I entered, it was as though I didn't feel like a Mango chick anymore..huhu, feeling more like a Topshop and a Zara chick already. All the 60's is for me. I felt and still more retro than hip.
Sorry
Mango. Well. The boyfriend fell asleep while I online-d. Hate him. Always falling asleep on me and then when I call, no reply no answer! And waited for him till like 5am in the morning. Gosh. Den if I don't wait he wakes up middle of the night then complain. Retarded-ass.
=.=Anyways, was chatting with Mohsin a while ago and he suddenly confessed that he has been harbouring felings for me all this while. How could I have not known?! Also he told me that while I was with Chary, Chary was actually saying really nasty things about me..that he's (Chary) bored of me and our relationship! O M G. Ok, I so don't know who to believe but whatever it is, I don't think I can trust Chary anymore. I don't think I could have ever trusted him. But oh well, he's not the only one who can do what he does. This is enough, and enough is enough.
I CAN FEEL THE FURY!
I think I should go to sleep now.
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puik
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:28 AM
posted by feanorayomi @
4:28 AM
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